now listening : the time of our lives
hmm..how should i start??? in fact, i'm not really in the mood to blog now but nvm, i just want to share sumthing..that's our God..He truly is amazing..today i had a long conversation via msn with someone..he's someone that i thought will never scold me, never raise his voice or hurt me..but he did today...i was criticising or so called judging ppl again when we were talking..and he scolded me..it was as if like i was standing right in front of him, with his index finger pointing towards my face..with his voice raised a few octave higher than the usual tone..and not to forget, his angry face looking straight to mine telling me how wrong i was..so scary..someone u thought will never scold u indeed scold u so badly huh?? disappointed..totally..just bcoz of one thing i said..and i wasnt in a very good "mood", and that's why i just blurted out..btw, before that my dad's rejected my father's day gift for him..dad din scold me..he just said that that's not exactly what he usually wears and asked me to get back to ralph and exchange for sumthing nice for myself..is like..WHAT THE??!! i'm buying this specially for u and u asked me to get back to the shop and exchange for sumthing for myself??? i guess u wun know how i feel...anyway, back to that thing i way saying earlier..so, i was kind of devastated with the things he said..full of anger i went offline..then went to BANG my piano..just as i settled down a bit God speaks to me..it was from matthew 7:1-2 Do not judge, or you too willbe judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. U know what, it's so beautiful..i dunno how to explain how i felt.the verse came to my mind and it was like a father telling the child that "hey, child..what u did is wrong" in a VERY SUPER gentle way...anyway, yes..i've been trying my very best not to criticise..since..like dunno when..haha..anyway, still in the process..pray for me on that one..haha..i beliv that prayer is the best and fastest way :p
anyway, since dad din want what i got for him..so, i'll do as he said..i'll go and get the skinny polo since the first one i got is too BIG....actually i'm waiting for he big pony but it's not here yet..and pink pony is never in malaysia coz it's sumthing that is sold only in US..how sad huh?? it's for the breast cancer thingy..so pathetic..so, pink pony is out..and i cant wait any longer for the big pony coz after this friday i cannot change the baju already..so..no choice...so, i'll either go tomolo or friday before spanish class and hopefully will be able to catch a movie lie R.V :p
oh yes..before i forget..the latest or is it the latest..who cares..the motorola Razr V3i D&G...it's amazingly beautiful...love it soooo much..it's gold in color..i know it's eww but it's beautiful at the same time :p i dun care what function it has..i'm gonna get it..soon or later...due to i need to get a mac laptop so i dun think i'll have enuf money to buy a new phone..maybe i'll just have to wait..wait for me baby :p i havent tell u why i like it so much right?? well, it's coz of dolce & Gabbana..love that brand..so, here's a pic of it..
and yes, it's written dolce & gabbana at the back there..cool ya?? totally in love..hope that i'll get it b4 it's all sold out..anyway, have to go now..hasta entonces, adios :)
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