eStHeR's bLoG
Friday, August 04, 2006
dave is back!!!!
now listening : nothing..
just finished watching wwe...fun man..it's been such a long time since i watched..since dave left i never really watch..was watching supernatural before i watched wwe, and yes, jensen is cute, hot or whatsoever as usual :p haha..anyway, dave batista is back..finally the animal is back..and that match between him and mark henry was "BRILLIANT" man..i was sooo excited man..first of all coz dave is back..secondly i've never seen mark henry beaten until he was kind of out of shpe(some exaggeration) :p dave was very vigorous..he used the steel stairs and chair to hit mark..wahlueh..it was cool..it's time for vengeance...mark deserved that..haha..anyway, there'r just acting there la..i know that..dun think i'm stupid..just that i like this very particular storyline coz it involves dave :p oh btw, dave has got a new tattoo on his left shoulder..right on top of the word angel(written in kanji) specially tattoed for his wife..i think the tatt is done to cover the scar on his arm after the surgery..
mum called last night..she was telling me how God has led her and helped her in times of difficulties...it's great to know that she acknowledges the presence of God and know that He's always there to help her..my mum is never a strong Christian..she does go to church when she was still in malaysia 8 months ago but never really into religion..she never reads the bible..u know what she told me last night?? she's started reading the bible...OMG..it's really great...and she told me soo many things that she's experienced in australia...i was really glad as she narrated everything to me via the phone..i praise God that He actually has answered my prayer..i always pray that God will change my mum's perspective towards christianity..she used to blame God for not blessing her and stuffz like that..and yesterday she told me how stupid she was for saying that...she has certainly grown in Christ..praise the Lord...
back to me..i realized that i spend more time on the road than any other places...gosh..it's really tiring..as grandma not feeling well for the past few weeks..and we'r like shifting now..so, lots of things to do..i travel from rawang to kl..then back to rawang..then to kl again then back to rawang for piano class and then back to kl and then back to rawang..u know how many rounds were there?? well, i lost count..but that was exactly what happened on tuesday..no exaggeration on this..gosh..and gas station is one of the most frequent visited place of all places...goodness..seriously, since mum left for aussie i have to do all the things..so, sometimes i get really frustrated especially when grandma starts to nag and nag and nag..once i reach home everyday she'll be like..well, these are the things she usually says..
1. have u paid this and that?
2. did u have ur breakfast this morning?
3. what did u eat?", where is the account book?
4. did u check the acc book everytime u withdraw money?
5. did u call ur dad?
6. did ur mum call u?
7. did u call ur bro?
8. u must call him, dun wait for him to call u!
9. where is the astro bill?(usually the previous month she asks for, damn)
10. have u asked money from ur date?? today is already the bla bla bla bla...
11. do u have piano class today??
gosh..isnt that alot?? and she repeats that everyday single day...i cant even have a peace of mind eventho i get home..so, sometimes i just dun feel like getting home...so, once i get home i'll get into my bro's room to go online or my room to practice the piano..if she sees me online she's be like..."dont go online so often, practise ur piano otherwise u'l.....bla bla bla and bla"....sigh...cant she just shut up for a moment..everytime she sees me she'll starts talking rubbish..sometimes i just shun away from her..cannot tahan..and when we have dinner or when we watch telly, she'll start talking again..and she'll repeat everything i mentioned above..OMG!!!
i have a performance to do on the 7th week..now is already the 4th..and today i realised that it's better for me to get a band to play with me..so, yes..i'm stucked again..i dun think anyone wanna help me especialyl next week is like the exam week..i really need a drummer, a guitarist and a bassist..and maybe a keyboardist if i cant manage it since i'm on the piano..i wonder if i can find any...well..i'm not going to worry about it..i'll cast all my anxieties to God for He will care for me..i know that..so yea, just leave everything to God and i'll do my part which is to ask around :p k la..better sleep now..bye..and nite nite...
by esther
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