esther's

went to shop!!!

2006-09-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

now listening : when i think about the Lord

i lost count on how many days i've not been blogging..i wish my mum comes back now..so that she can handle things here and i can do my own things..like the electric, water, astro, telephone bills..i'm seriously getting crazy..and my GRANDMA..i cant stand her anymore..she cant stop talking..or nagging u call it..when i turn on the conputer..she's be like..u better study now or else u'll bla bla bla..she can bla for hours..so, i practice the piano..just when i'm about to play, she's be like..hey, dont hit so hard..dont play so short(staccato)..make it longer so that it'll sound nicer..this and that..hey, grandma..i'm just playing whatever is written..or else she's be asking me..what is it said in the telly?? *she doesnt understand eng so i will have to translate*

sometimes i just wish she can stop talking for just one day or maybe one hour will do..know why i like to drive alone??? yeah..coz i need peace man!!! sometimes i'll just drive around alone...it feels so nice..very nice indeed...i appreciate the time i spent on my own..so everytime i go watch movies nowadays, i go out alone..it feels so nice to be alone..i just cant stand it when someone is there 24hrs to tell me what i shud be doing and stuffz like that..dont get me wrong..i never neglect her..the reason i'm shifted to this place is bcoz of her..she chosed this place coz it's near her friend's house..and i always take her to watch movies..just that she's always sleeping in the cinema and know nothing about the movie when we leave..so, i'll drop her at her friend's house before i go watch movie..

i talked to uncle rock about this yesterday..he asked me to pray..there must be a reason why i'm situated in such situation..moeover this kind of things can kononnya train me to be more responsible and to be more mature..he has his points..so, now i'm finding for solutions of how to deal with my grandma :p i started off this morning..things are working out right till now...anyway, just pray about it..

oh btw, my piano exam is on the 1st of Nov..omg...oh no..i dont think i'm prepared..i havent even finish my 5th piece..what now?? how now?? oh my..not that my other four pieces are well prepared..i thought it will be end of nov...oh no no no..i think it's really time to pray :p haha..ok..see ya..have to practise now..see ya..bye...

stucked at home!!

2006-09-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

now listening : Your glory-planet shakers

i think the title probably tells everything..yeah, stucked at home..using my bro's pc without his permission..or so to say without him knowing :p anyway, will get mine fixed later..today is mom's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY..wish she's here so that we can celebrate...i think she's having a great time in australia too..celebrating with her friends...

okie..i think i have to say this...for the first time i'm making this announced officially..i quit college again..inbelievable?? believe it!! watch too much ripley's :p the reason i quit is becoz i was stucked in the wrong college..i have no passion towards contemporary music..in fact what i do at home most of the time is turn into channel V or MTV and start condeming every single thing shown..so, do u think i shud be in ICOM?? no i guess...i told dad before i stopped..he was being very supportive..he said if i want to continue with science just go ahead..i thought he would at least scold me or raise his voice..but no..he was like..ok then if u dont want to continue..cool dad isnt he?? i din tell my mum until last few days..i thought i shud at least let her know..she was cool too..and very supportive at the same time..no scolding..no nothing..just do it..great parents i have..but i'm not a very good daughter..i wasted lots of money..i feel bad...

i realise i have no passion towards anything...pastor paul was sayin, if u have the passion..u'll do it no matter what..i believe that!! but i dont know what i really want..so, i'm stucked..and my parents are being too supportive..they never puch or force me in anything..or at least if they force me..i might come out with something..dont get me wrong..i'm not blaming my parents..they'r incredible..just that i'm being stupid..since they'r not forcing me..i think i have to...

oh yes..watched CSI-NY last night..great episode..don flack(eddie cahill) was badly injured :'( okie, he's one of my fav. in the show..he looks good..haha..according to my net friends..we wont know what happens to him next until season 3..hope that's not too long to wait..coz i seriously cant wait..ok..bye for now..

i'm back!!!

2006-09-12T00:42:00.000+08:00

now listening : evermore-planet shakers

some pics taken durin VYS camp..from 21st August-23rd 2006

this is before the camp..

me, emily and mun yee..

me and brother..

me, kayee and mun yee...

mun yee and i..

i'm back peeps..it's been such a long time since i last blogged...what to do?? no telephone line..now i'm staying at sri segambut..from a big house to a tiny one..haha..brother keeps grumbling this and that..bising only..i'm ok with here..perfectly fine with me..everything is more convenient to me..

i'm sure everyone knows i went to a VYS church camp from 21st to 23rd August...that was actually my first camp..was excited about it..and moreover it was like 3 days with planet shakers...had great time there...i took some pics with arthur(guitarist)..john and his wife(keyboardist) and pastor paul..but i dun look good in those pics so never want to publish them :p
pastor paul's messages were great..espcially on the passion thingy..i think i need to really pray about that..i dun seem to have passion in anything..

i think i better stop now...i'm really very sleepy..will continue tomolo..see ya..adios y buenos noches...or is it buenas?? whatever la..

sick!!!!

2006-08-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

now listening : who am i-christian song..

busy busy and busy..these few days are very busy...first and foremost, busy with examination, secondly, with my performance piece(still improvising)...then with the house..oh yes, for u guys info i'm shifting to kl these few days...then busy with bank stuffz...seriously alot of things...and i did badly in my the test..both of them..omg..yesterday traditional harmony was like not enough time..i bantai the whole was towards the end..so nervous i ever forgot what plagal was..praise God i did 4-1 but i din get to check..imagine last time i got distinction and now?? shit!!! then today's comtemporary harmony..well, enough time but then dunno how to do..shit la!! i'm starting to like sir freddie..he's a good teacher..although he likes to call ppl hantu and cats...dunno why is that so...he concerns about his students and stuffz like that..and he really cares if we can do the questions..but sorry la, i dun think i did well...

and i'm sick these few days..coughing like shit man..i wonder if i disturb the whole class man..everytime exam surely sick one..like what the?? and not to forget, pimples are like fighting their ways out man...my face is like shit now...grandma was complaining the other day, saying my face is pale and this and that..asked me not to eat mcD's or better start eating this and that..like i care?? i dun give a damn of what i eat...and usually only a meal per day..so, whatever edible i just eat...tomorrow is like english test..i'm so lost now..dunno what exactly will come out..sigh!!! AND tomorrow got to interview a conductor..erm..datuk johari he is...i hope i got his name right..i'm really bad in memorizing names..sorry peeps....so, must dress up decently tomorrow :p and oh well, rockshcool exam confirmed this year..end of this year..well, hope i can do it by then..havent been practising..been really busy with college stuffz and other things..frankly i'm aiming for a distinction again..so does un. rock..so yeah, work hard lor..

just now when i reached home, grandma told me no water supply..so, i called SYABAS i guess..they told me they cut the service coz i din pay..what the f*ck?? i paid last week and now u come telling me i din pay??? what is this?? they wanted me to fax the receipt so i quickly went to buletin to fax..then received a call from them telling me they'll come in between 5 to 10pm..i was already quite pissed coz i just came home after a 3 hours piano class and a terrible test in the afternoon..moreover no water supply..then not too long later they called again telling me they can only come tomolo morning which means tonight no water...what the?? u know what i told them?? i cant beliv what i've said..hereit goes..."if i dont see u coming tonight, i'll sue u...tomorrow morning u'll receive a letter from my lawyer"..walaueh..i couldnt beliv that man..i said that..well, what too much telly must be :p k, i was really pissed and i meant every single thing i said..so, they got a shocked..immediately they came and it's fixed now..haha..this kind of ppl, never check before they cut the service..waste my energy, money and also breath to talk to them...

dave is back!!!!

2006-08-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

now listening : nothing..

just finished watching wwe...fun man..it's been such a long time since i watched..since dave left i never really watch..was watching supernatural before i watched wwe, and yes, jensen is cute, hot or whatsoever as usual :p haha..anyway, dave batista is back..finally the animal is back..and that match between him and mark henry was "BRILLIANT" man..i was sooo excited man..first of all coz dave is back..secondly i've never seen mark henry beaten until he was kind of out of shpe(some exaggeration) :p dave was very vigorous..he used the steel stairs and chair to hit mark..wahlueh..it was cool..it's time for vengeance...mark deserved that..haha..anyway, there'r just acting there la..i know that..dun think i'm stupid..just that i like this very particular storyline coz it involves dave :p oh btw, dave has got a new tattoo on his left shoulder..right on top of the word angel(written in kanji) specially tattoed for his wife..i think the tatt is done to cover the scar on his arm after the surgery..

mum called last night..she was telling me how God has led her and helped her in times of difficulties...it's great to know that she acknowledges the presence of God and know that He's always there to help her..my mum is never a strong Christian..she does go to church when she was still in malaysia 8 months ago but never really into religion..she never reads the bible..u know what she told me last night?? she's started reading the bible...OMG..it's really great...and she told me soo many things that she's experienced in australia...i was really glad as she narrated everything to me via the phone..i praise God that He actually has answered my prayer..i always pray that God will change my mum's perspective towards christianity..she used to blame God for not blessing her and stuffz like that..and yesterday she told me how stupid she was for saying that...she has certainly grown in Christ..praise the Lord...

back to me..i realized that i spend more time on the road than any other places...gosh..it's really tiring..as grandma not feeling well for the past few weeks..and we'r like shifting now..so, lots of things to do..i travel from rawang to kl..then back to rawang..then to kl again then back to rawang for piano class and then back to kl and then back to rawang..u know how many rounds were there?? well, i lost count..but that was exactly what happened on tuesday..no exaggeration on this..gosh..and gas station is one of the most frequent visited place of all places...goodness..seriously, since mum left for aussie i have to do all the things..so, sometimes i get really frustrated especially when grandma starts to nag and nag and nag..once i reach home everyday she'll be like..well, these are the things she usually says..
1. have u paid this and that?
2. did u have ur breakfast this morning?
3. what did u eat?", where is the account book?
4. did u check the acc book everytime u withdraw money?
5. did u call ur dad?
6. did ur mum call u?
7. did u call ur bro?
8. u must call him, dun wait for him to call u!
9. where is the astro bill?(usually the previous month she asks for, damn)
10. have u asked money from ur date?? today is already the bla bla bla bla...
11. do u have piano class today??

gosh..isnt that alot?? and she repeats that everyday single day...i cant even have a peace of mind eventho i get home..so, sometimes i just dun feel like getting home...so, once i get home i'll get into my bro's room to go online or my room to practice the piano..if she sees me online she's be like..."dont go online so often, practise ur piano otherwise u'l.....bla bla bla and bla"....sigh...cant she just shut up for a moment..everytime she sees me she'll starts talking rubbish..sometimes i just shun away from her..cannot tahan..and when we have dinner or when we watch telly, she'll start talking again..and she'll repeat everything i mentioned above..OMG!!!

i have a performance to do on the 7th week..now is already the 4th..and today i realised that it's better for me to get a band to play with me..so, yes..i'm stucked again..i dun think anyone wanna help me especialyl next week is like the exam week..i really need a drummer, a guitarist and a bassist..and maybe a keyboardist if i cant manage it since i'm on the piano..i wonder if i can find any...well..i'm not going to worry about it..i'll cast all my anxieties to God for He will care for me..i know that..so yea, just leave everything to God and i'll do my part which is to ask around :p k la..better sleep now..bye..and nite nite...

craaapppsss......

2006-07-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

now listening : maksim's amazonic

hola..my brain is kind of empty now..nvm..i'll do some brain storming :p haha..anyway, just some thoughts that i thought it's better for me to write down or so to say blurt out rather than keeping inside..now what, i dunno what i wanted to say :p haha...nvm, let's start with what happened today..today went for my first english class under Sir Andy..was late..sigh..i never like to be late ok..the traffic was very down this morning..it jammed at jalan duta toll..gosh..i left home at 7.45am but still couldnt make it on time...what the f*ck??!! they were doing topic sentences..exactly what i did in taylor's :p haha..but i forgotten everything :p so yeah, had to start all over again..i prefer sir andy's class..coz we have more individual work then group work..i dun really like to work in a group...

then after english class wendy and i went to klcc for baskin robbin's..guess what??!! there's no baskin robbin's in klcc :( stupid la...went all the way there and found out there wasnt any..so, we had our breakfast at dome..then we went back to coll...after our traditional harmony we went lepak at mcD's..oh no, not traditional harmony, it was after my PI..anyway, we were looking at cars that passed by..haha..funny...oh yea, we'r both obsessed with cars..haha...and our taste on cars are about the same :p i finally found my match man :p oh btw, is she a wrestling fan?? we never talk about this..who knows if she's another batista fan :p

okie..now it's commercial time :p doing some advertisement for my church...on the 18th August(a friday), planet shakers will be in RLC having a concert..so, whoever read this is invited..just drop me a message or anything if u'r interested so that we can rock the world together for Jesus :) remember...on the 18th of Aug. 2006...U'R INVITED..transportation is provided(not by me but by church)...if u'r from ICOM then i think i can fetch u there if u want..

omg, tomolo freddie's class again..hmmm....dun get me wrong..nothing is wrong with him..just that i'm scared of him..i dunno why..i just do...sometimes i cant even breathe when i see him..that's how bad it is..mind me..i'm not exaggerating ok..it's true..i'm the kind of person who expects everything to go smoothly throughout my whole life and at the same time i know that it's not going to be that way..how weird huh?? so, whenever i face problems i get panic easily..in fact, very super easily..haha..i just dunno why..but praise God forevermore, He is always with me..His words comfort me in every circumstances espacially the love letter from my heavenly father..those verses are really great ones..i dunno how many times have i printed it..haha..i keep miss placing it..haha..i better stop now..haha..i'm like bull shitting here :p adios y buenas noches..hasta entonces...

shopping!!!

2006-07-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

now listening : maksim's

hey ppl...sunday again..tomolo have to go to coll again..gosh..oh yes, i'm transfered to the better english class already..phew!!! i din really take the test seriously..my essay was like a piece of shit man..haha..still, praise God for his favour upon me :D many things happened..first and foremost, my condolence to emily's phone :p haha..i know exactly how she feels when her phone just got snatched from her hand..altho i've never experience than but still..i cant imagine my babe(my cell) being snatched from me..i think i'll go insane man..haha..anyway, everything happens for a reason..it may look not-so-good at the beginning..i'm sure God wants to bless u with a better mobile :p

on friday..i dunno how to put what happened in words...hey em, i guess both of us din have a good day on friday man...her phone was stolen on friday..and on friday i was very down..we both cried as a conclusion..but we only knew what happened to each other on sat during vys..anyway, i was at the recital hall in ICOM..i started to wonder whether did i chose the right thing to do as in to quit SAM and to study in ICOM..till the performance started i was actually quite happy that i din really make the wrong decision..first two performances were kinda good..until the forth performance..i was not interested in that kind of rock or heavy thing at all..sorry..i'm NOT against anything just that i dunno how to appreciate that kind of music...i started to feel that i'm really stucked in the wrong place again..my mind started talking to me..u'r not going to quit again, arent u?? no..i told myself no..I AM NOT QUITTING...not again...after the performances, we were told to gather at a side to do some ice-breaking thing....i was just very very confused by then..i'm not even sure what was i thinking at the moment..i just felt that i dun belong there coz my dream and their dreams(ppl around me) are totally different..at one point, i couldnt hold it anymore..tears started to gather in my eyes...i just rushed to the entrance and left the place..it was pouring out there..and yes, i was crying out there too..what a scene?? haha..running to my car..cried and cried..for no reason actually..just some kind of feelins that controlled me..then drove off...cried all the way until i reached jalan duta toll where i stopped crying coz i din want my bro to know that..i've prayed about it..and i know and realise that i have to study whether i like it or not..so, why not study it "happily"..so, just enjoy every single moment in icom then..stop complaining..i beliv God has a way for me...

i went to shop again..well not really..but i spent alot of money..RM 800+ in a week time not including my newly bought perfume..haha..not a lot to those rich ones out there but alot to me..so, i think i shud have a limit..have to stop buying things..anyway, what have i bought?? earlier ones were the sweater and jeans, i think i meantioned in the previous post..then an armani exchange baby T which i've been eyeing for quite sometime..and prise God that it has 20% off when i bought it :p then yesterday i think..i bought a christian dior blusher..hehe..that was sumthing i wanted since months ago..it's so cute but quite expensive for a blusher la..coz my estee lauder ones i got them for free when i buy their products..but the CD one looks very cute and very easy to use...it's serious cute la..

went to church yesterday..they've moved VYS to the 3rd floor..not sure why coz i din go last week..worship was good..the message especially is the best part..it was all about music..i love the message alot alot...pastor was shring about the effects of classical music and rock music..not exactly what's from the bible but then the facts that were preached by him were all "scientificly" proven by surveys that had been carried out all these years..according to surveys music can incrase our creativity that is IF u listen to the right type of music of course...and the type of music is CLASSICAL music :p haha...

shopping!!!! not really also la :p

2006-07-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

now listening : feelings-il divo

just came home not too long ago..went shopping just now..not really shopping also..just stucked in mid valley and had nothing better to do other than spending money so yeah, spent some then...bought a pair of jeans from topshop..topshop is never what i like..in fact never like it :p but anyway, i go for things not brand this time..so found a nice jeans at a cheap price..so just got it..and went to roxy, since andrew(quik stzff) sms me about the discount and stuffz..so, saw another pair of jeans..very nice also but was tempted to but sweater so ended up buying the sweater...altogether RM400+..not too much huh compared to the last time i shopped? :p bro targetting burberry and same here..i think they have sale..well, hopefully...this is just the beginning of the mega sale..so, still a long way to go :p haha..btw, do i look very much different now?? as in compared to last few months...andrew from quik said i look very pretty now..weird!!! and au yeong from quik said i look very different now..haha..i was once their regular costumer so they remembered me..but din go for quite sometime since i started crazy over designer labels..so, now i have to stop buying desinger's label stuffz..no good spend money like sh*t :p

btw, din go to church yesterday..grandma was quite sick so we accompanied her...and friday grandma gave me a heart attack man..half way in the college received a call from bro telling me grandma called him coz she couldnt get me..and she was very sick and was going to faint anytime..OMG!! i canceled my PI class and later my 4pm class..rushed to subang to get my bro then to home..got her to the hospital then did some check ups..so, everything was alright just that her heart doesnt beat regularly....phew!!! scared me!!!!!

okie..have to go..see ya peeps...

ICOM ICOM and ICOM

2006-07-19T18:54:00.000+08:00

now listening : who am i-christian song

college is started..today is the 3rd day..leart 0 thing...paid to learn 0 thing....i think i have hypertension since college started..damn it...i've got a sub-topic here which is MY FIRST DAY IN ICOM!!!! so this is what happened...

woke up at 6am..class was supposed to start at 9am..why i wake up so early?? well, to send my grandma to her friend's house before i got to my college..on the way to her friend's house..traffic was very down..i was mumbling to whole way coz i really din want to be late to college especially on my first day which i knew it would be very "messy"...so yeah, reached her friend's house at 8am..then rushed to kl..it was like jammed the whole way until i reached the highway...then i was speeding the whole way on the highway..for me 120km/h is called speeding ok..my cant really take anything beyond that..i dun usually go more than 110km/h coz that's the limit given..no point going more than wha's given right?? anyway, i managed to reach at 8.57am?? amazing huh?? praise God..i really thought i was going to be very late..then luckily i found a parking space..just out of no where there was just this space for me to park..praise God again..then i got out the car half running to the toilet first :p haha..then straight to the 5th floor coz i forgot to bring my schedule :( asked from cariena for my schedule..waited 10 mins there before i got it..

once i got it u know what i spotted?? BULLSHIT!!! my class only starting at 2pm...F*CK!!!! bear in mind that the schedule that i forgot to bring said that my class is starting at 9am..so, now..i was speeding, rushing and half commit suiciding by going more than the limit for a 2pm class????? which is like 5 hours from now??? i nearly fainted man!! blood all went to my head..face was all read..i think my blood pressuer was close to 200 or even exceeded 200...quickily i went to take a sit before anything happen...seated there for about five mins..this uncle was like sitting next to me started to talk to me..he was registering for his son..so, he asked me what am i studying and stuffz..and he complained about the working system in ICOM..he said it was MESSY..well it is..and then this girl, a student i think was standing before me when i got my schedule..she was complaining about the fees coz she was told to pay lesser amount when she enrolled and i think icom is asking for more..so, she was quite mad..and this guy who happened to be in the same class with me..just some classes..he was also told to come at 9am and now is changed to 2pm..so, another victim...btw, he's paul i think..anyway, so, just in 5 mins..everyone got pissed at the office...

so, where did i go then?? i went to klcc to buy some stationaries coz i din even have a pen :p know how much i spent?? more than RM60 on stationaries alone..well, not very expensive but then more than i expected...not even including pencil case..then to my grandma's friend's house to lepak for a while then back to icom...and things they'r teaching now are those i've learnt..so, just take it as a revision i think...

and TODAY..i went to college at 11...and guess what??? same hell thing happened again..class cancelled...i've got a new schedule for u..what the f*ck!!!!!! before i know that i was walking up the staircase from 1s floor to 5th floor..was already half dying..then was told about the new schedule..if i have heart atack i would be like in the heaven by now...GOSH!!! what r all these??? then what?? before i got up i parked my car at mcD's..and i saw a sign saying that carparks only for costumers...any vehicles parked more than 2 hours will be clamped..what the?? so i bought sumthing from mcD's just to put in my car to show that i'm a costumer..and then only i went up..so, when i got my new schedule i wen to mcD's again to hav breakfast...then to the library then to my car to listen to some songs then back to icom for class...that's how boring my life is man...so, class finished early by 30 mins..on the way home, ate the burger i bought earlier..so, today i ate ALOT!!!!

guess i've typed enough...a long post indeed...a post full with anger..btw, due to i was eating when i was driving back home just now and was talking on the phone and of course 1 hand on the four wheels, so i ended up at the wrong way...haha..i went all the way to petaling..haha...actually i ended up near rlc..shud have gone in and asked pastor to pray :p haha..btw, still all glory to God that i managed home :) k la..that's all for this time..
bw, i dun think i can make it for spanish class next tuesday..will be stucked in college for english :'( so..hasta entonces, adios..

p/s : sorry peeps for the bad words used above..din mean them..just a way to express my anger and stuffz...haha..

many many things happened

2006-07-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

now listening : who am i-christian song

just took some pics of me b4 i went out with bro last few days..i had a date with him :p dun even remember when was it..

let's see where shud i start...grandma was admitted to the hospital last tuesday...she's got a mild stroke..indeed a very mild one..praise God..yes, still praise God in everything..thank Him for the mildness :p i really got a shock when she was attacked by the illness...she's always ok..probably healthier than i do..she even went into to he house before i got in..that's how fast she is :p btw, we were at her friend's house at desa park city..so, suddenly she just half collapsed..then many things happened then she ended up in the hospital..lazy wanna write everything..but praise God that she's ok and back home now...

then me?? what happened?? stucked at home alone for a few days..was quite scary..haha..i'm like super afraid of the dark..so, i din really sleep..i switched on the lights and telly(football) but i din watch..then i felt asleep that way..haha...sad thing...then go to the hospital twice a day until grandma was out..and bought food for her coz she was complaining about the food in the hospital is tasteless :p and i missed a few of my piano lessons..thx to un rock for bing so understanding..so, now i dun think i still wanna play at klcc next friday...i dun think i can play well..the other day recodring also i din do very well..very bad indeed..so today i had to practise :p

anyway, about the world cup..was very glad that italy won..din know italy team has got so many cute guys...if i knew earlier i would have gone with them all the way :) haha..i prefer toni more than totti tho...anyway, the reason i went with italy was bcoz my bro went with france..and was very upset that zidane was sent out :'( his final international game somemore...anyway, he deserves the best player...

and what else i missed..i missed one of my spanish class..and i missed ALOT of things :( was blur yesterday when i went for class...so super blur..haha..oh yes, there was a new spanish teacher..he's call carlos..what a lame name ya?? haha..anyway, he came to observed our class back few weeks..so yesterday he started his first class on level one..miss asha(my teacher) always says that he's lembik(not firm, like a girl)...haha..funny..and she always demonstrate to us how he sounds like or talks like..it's hilarious...haha...btw, he looks quite cool ok..just that abit too short...he's quite good looking..

k la..i better stop now..i crapped too much..bye bye...

just craps!!!

2006-07-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

now listening : nothing sacred-russell watson

ok..i just finished watching ghost whisperer...and i look like a pig now..know why?? i just sobbed....i cry everytime i watch ghost whisperer...since the very first episode till now..haha..funny thing..it's always very touching..and to be frank, GW is better than super natural..i meant the storyline..i watch supernatural coz of jensen ackles only :p

anyway, i watched the england vs portugal match..i couldnt beliv that england was defeated...OMG...i couldnt sleep coz of that..haha..not that i care but just that..hmm..hard to explain...just din feel good about that..so, i slept late plus din get to sleep well..then later at around 6am sumthing..a msg came telling me brazil lost too..OMG..my eyes were as BIG as fifty cents :p lagi cannot sleep..haha..so, yea..woke up at 7am sumthing to go to church..about 4 nights i di get to sleep..haha..bro was back from subang..so we hang around in his room till quite late..talked rubbish and stuffz...this morning also woke up early..to the bank then to hospital..grandma check up..then to 1u to get tomolo tix for un rock..he wants to watch cars tomolo with his lovely wife and i'm going to watch superman with my lovely grandma tomolo..same time as un rock but different movie..haha..

today went to ICOM..yes..my going-to-study-college...actually starting next monday..time flies..hmm... my one year and a half is gone..i seriously did nothing..just sat for my piano and keyboard exams and got two outstanding achievers from trinity..haha..and now again i'm lazy to practise...but consider fast coz i'm playing both rockschool and classical..ok..talking about this..ICOM only concentrate on contemporary music rather than classical..i'm just shocked about that..so what if i wanna learn classical when i'm in berklee?? carina(the girl works in ICOM) told me that's unlikely..i'll most probably be studying arrangement in berklee..wtf??!! din know about this until today..i was dreaming to play in an orchestra somemore..anyway, i'll still do diploma under un rock..hopefully can get it before i go berklee..just pray about it and praise God in everything for He will lay hands in everything i do..k la..i'm really crapping here..haha..bye..cant wait to watch superman tomolo..but it's in the morning....got to wake up early again..

i got my loved one :p

2006-06-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

now listening : who am i, it's christian song

hey people..i got my loved one already which is my cell..yes yes yes..motorola RARZ V3i D&G..finally..well..not too long since i first fell for it..approximately a week...i first came to know it thru a mag..HOT is the one..it caught my attention the very first time i lay my eyes on it..totally gorgeous..and yes..today i got it at 1u..i bargained :p beliv that..i did..haha..i dun always do that ok..so i'm quite proud of myself..the price was 2099..and now u see how i bargained :

me : is this the fixed price?
the guy : no..how do u pay?? by cash or card?
me : cash and tell me the price..
the guy : 1950..
me : no..1900..
then he looked at me and then the book..then he was like..OK!!!

yeah..well, not much..only 50 but i'm proud of myself..i think i can get it cheaper :p but no la..pastor once said let ppl earn also la :p bless others also la..so, i stopped at 1900..well..that's the price i saw in the mag..so, at least i'm satisfied that i'm not cheated or anything...hehe...

anyway, it's a nice phone..much easier to use compared to SE which got my head extra big the first day i got it..so confusing..but this one is just nice..but i dunno whr r those things that i've just downloaded..still dunno where r they saved..haha..anyway, i'll find them later :p

btw, pastor margaret's message was really a good one..especially the part where she shared about her husband and the pizza...u ppl who go to church know..it was hard to say "i still love u becoz Jesus loves u" to those ppl who hurt u..i was kind of badly hurt but i said that :p it was way easier to say that than to scold that fella back..i was again scolded badly for no reason this time..was very pissed..someone so nice to u suddenly turned out to be that nasty..i have no idea of why is that so..anyway, yes dude...if u see this i still love u becoz Jesus loves u so..He died for u and me..so yea..

and i found this song..i heard before..dunno whr my bro got it from..it's a christian song...one of the stanza in the song is truly beautiful..this is how it sounds like :

not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
not because of what I've done
but because of who You are..

time really flies..and tomorrow is already tuesday..spanish homework haven do yet..haha...i think miss asha has prepared a set of test for us and i'm like havent study a single thing :p especially now i've got the phone..where got time to study..haha..and it soon will be thursday, piano class..i just "touched" my piano..haha..just played thru everything..not practising yet..just playing...and u know what?? i prefer rockschool syllabus more than classical :p haha...i know i shudnt be bias but i cant help it..everytime i practice i'll playing silent movie chase, prelude, best bet boogie instead of some debussy songs or mozart's :p ok bach's and mozart's are definitely easier than debussy's..debussy's u've got to feel it and it's like a wave and stuffz..ok, what am i talking here?? anyway, adios..

totally in love with russell watson

2006-06-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

listening : nothing sacred by russell watson

i din really like russell's cd when i just got it..was too classical but now i'm totally in love..and i love barcelona..cant beliv that..it's quite a fast song..it's been a year since i last listened to a fast song..haha..quite a nice song..seriously..not bad...yesterday went to change the baju..got a polo for bro and he complained that it was too small..thx to my grandma who insisted on custom fit S size..dahlah custom fit, S size somemore..abit tight so he doesnt really want it..so what now?? no more changing ppl..and this is more expensive than the one i got for dad..i can wear it but too big..so, i guess i dun want it too..so poor thing..nobody wants it :( i thought of selling it..what do u think?? u think u want it?? it's a ralph lauren polo t-shirt, purple in color(nice ok), custom fit size S..pls..any buyer?? still brand new, of course...just got it yesterday..i just dun want to dump it in the wardrobe la..

yesterday went for piano class and guess what?? un rock and i, we were talking for one whole hour...whahahaha...so nice..din touch the piano at all..just talked and talked and talked about everything..about our dads..and u know what?? his dad and his wife's dad also did the same thing as my dad did to me :p as in rejecting children's gift :p and talk about boy and girl relationships..how much we'r against it at for those who get into relationship at young age and stuffz..everything la..haha..

then today went for piano class again for classical one..yesterday was rockskul one...i played badly :p thank God he din scold..i din really practice..but he knows that i'm those last min type so no point scolding..he once told me that..so, i'm not taking him for granted ok..just, abit lazy to practice la..i've got at least 7 songs to practice..so everytime wanna practice dunno whr to start..then i'll just leave it :p haha...today brought grandma to see a doc..sumthing is really wrong with her eyes..dunno what;s wrong..even the doc din really know..so, will have to go again next wed...coz the doc that operated her eyes werent there today..

k la..have to go..till then, bye....oh yes yes yes..i saw the D&G motorola..it's beautiful..actually it's beyond description :p i held it in my hand..din want to let go :p wanted to walk away with it..ut then knowing that no batt no point :p u know they dun hav the batt at the back of the display phone right..so, i put back..so sad...I MUST GET IT..i dun care..i'll get it..soon or later..claim for that..haha..anyway, adios...

what a day??!!

2006-06-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

now listening : the time of our lives

hmm..how should i start??? in fact, i'm not really in the mood to blog now but nvm, i just want to share sumthing..that's our God..He truly is amazing..today i had a long conversation via msn with someone..he's someone that i thought will never scold me, never raise his voice or hurt me..but he did today...i was criticising or so called judging ppl again when we were talking..and he scolded me..it was as if like i was standing right in front of him, with his index finger pointing towards my face..with his voice raised a few octave higher than the usual tone..and not to forget, his angry face looking straight to mine telling me how wrong i was..so scary..someone u thought will never scold u indeed scold u so badly huh?? disappointed..totally..just bcoz of one thing i said..and i wasnt in a very good "mood", and that's why i just blurted out..btw, before that my dad's rejected my father's day gift for him..dad din scold me..he just said that that's not exactly what he usually wears and asked me to get back to ralph and exchange for sumthing nice for myself..is like..WHAT THE??!! i'm buying this specially for u and u asked me to get back to the shop and exchange for sumthing for myself??? i guess u wun know how i feel...anyway, back to that thing i way saying earlier..so, i was kind of devastated with the things he said..full of anger i went offline..then went to BANG my piano..just as i settled down a bit God speaks to me..it was from matthew 7:1-2 Do not judge, or you too willbe judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. U know what, it's so beautiful..i dunno how to explain how i felt.the verse came to my mind and it was like a father telling the child that "hey, child..what u did is wrong" in a VERY SUPER gentle way...anyway, yes..i've been trying my very best not to criticise..since..like dunno when..haha..anyway, still in the process..pray for me on that one..haha..i beliv that prayer is the best and fastest way :p

anyway, since dad din want what i got for him..so, i'll do as he said..i'll go and get the skinny polo since the first one i got is too BIG....actually i'm waiting for he big pony but it's not here yet..and pink pony is never in malaysia coz it's sumthing that is sold only in US..how sad huh?? it's for the breast cancer thingy..so pathetic..so, pink pony is out..and i cant wait any longer for the big pony coz after this friday i cannot change the baju already..so..no choice...so, i'll either go tomolo or friday before spanish class and hopefully will be able to catch a movie lie R.V :p

oh yes..before i forget..the latest or is it the latest..who cares..the motorola Razr V3i D&G...it's amazingly beautiful...love it soooo much..it's gold in color..i know it's eww but it's beautiful at the same time :p i dun care what function it has..i'm gonna get it..soon or later...due to i need to get a mac laptop so i dun think i'll have enuf money to buy a new phone..maybe i'll just have to wait..wait for me baby :p i havent tell u why i like it so much right?? well, it's coz of dolce & Gabbana..love that brand..so, here's a pic of it..

and yes, it's written dolce & gabbana at the back there..cool ya?? totally in love..hope that i'll get it b4 it's all sold out..anyway, have to go now..hasta entonces, adios :)

VYS camp!!!!

2006-06-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

now listening : the time of our lives-il divo

just signed up for the VYS camp yesterday during VYS..was so scared that it was full..so, never been for a camp..i'm not even sure the one i went, to genting when i was in form 2 considered a camp..haha..anyway, so this camp is really sumthing i'm looking forward..coz..planet shakers will be there..the Queensland planet shakers who sing "fire"..and the pastor will be there too..so this is sumthing i must not miss coz i regretted so much that i din join the baguio trip last year >_<

yesterday went to church as usual..wasnt on duty so can lepak a bit..hehe..then after church to 1u to makan at italiannies..it was nice...me and bro ate a pizza and it felt like..SUPER FULL..when we make the order i order a pizza then bro ordered a spaghetti..when he said spaghetti the waiter was like.."r u sure??" my bro was all blurred..haha..what do u mean by am i sure?? then the waiter said the food are mean to be shared by two persons..so, i doubt u can finish them if u order so much..so we cancelled the spaghetti coz i din like it..it took us hours to finish up the pizza..haha..so we endded up cancelling the tiramisu coz really cannot masuk already :p talking about the pizza..at first we ordered classic pizza but this waiter..he was like..u know what, i wanna introduce u another pizza..it's not in the menu..it's veeerrrryyyy nice..do u eat beef?? me and bro nodded..then u shud love this..we'll have meatballs and some-soft -of-sauce on top of the pizza then this and that(forgotten what he said)..me and bro was like looking at him with our eyes opened widely :p his expression..omg, u shud he..was sounded like and acted like he was eating the pizza..so, we finally took that after his 5-minutes-of-introducing-pizza :D after dinner, we then went to mph to get some mags then pick my grandma at her friend's house then back home...

today din get to send mygrandma to church coz got to send bro some sort of hotel to get his priz for his 10As from kasturi..then to mid valley to get sum things for him then to his room in subang then to my cousin's house then come back..what a boring day huh??? this is how i spend my sunday...sigh..

friday went to 1u before i went for spanish class..had dinner there..dropped my bro there and he watched cars during my spanish class...went there to get sumthing for day due to father's day..got him a polo from ralph lauren..wrappednicely by ralph paper bag..nice..where as me..as i said before, i sure buy things as i go out..so, guess what i bought?? a CD..russel watson's..dun ask me who he is..i dun even know or heard of him..i saw his album beside il divo's and i tried listening to it..then i found out that his nella fantasia is nicer than il divo's..and his "u raise me up" is so nice..then i told myself not to buy it..so i managed to until i leave 1u..but when i was in the classroom i couldnt hold myself anymore..i borrowed muzaffar's phone(coz my phone no credit) to call my bro and asked him to buy for me :p haha..think better stop now..hasta entonces..adios..

p/s : i really had forgotten sumthing..yesterday message was really a good one..i'll write more in details when i get back my notes from munyee..it goes sumthing like this(i cant remember the title)..the first point is to accept other ppl's uniqueness..as in dun compare urself with others nor expect them to be like u..u know, we girls especially, tend to compare ourselves with everyone on earth..and most of the time this doesnt make us feel better but vice versaly..and the second point was correct ppl without condemption...i tell u, God is really telling me sumthing..u know how much i love to criticise?? i must admit that i love to eventho i know it's so wrong :p i dun condemn but i do criticise :p so must learn..and another point is about boygirl relationship..this has nothing to do with me coz i'm "purely clean" :p zero bf :D *big smile* but i know it has hit many bitches out there as pastor said "DUN CHEAPEN URSELF" by letting guys touching ur bodies..y let them touch?? save it for ur husband..this is so true..there was once a guy told me, girls(referring to his female friends) nowadays are VERY ITCHY!! i was speechless when he told me that..din know what exactly to react..what has those bitches done to make guys think that way?? and this has lead the guys to think that most of the girls are behaving that way too..this kind of ppl produce bad images of girls..btw, there was a "love letter" shown or read during VYS from our father in heaven..it was amazing to know God's promises to us..so beautiful..and all of them, every single verse can be found in the bible...that's how much God loves us..

hi guys...

2006-06-14T00:07:00.000+08:00

now listening : planet shakers' jump around

hi ppl...como estas??? bien??? soy muy bien...ok, back to english..haha..it's been such a long time since i last came online and last blogged...my pc broke down and i din want to get it fixed..so waited until bro moved to subang, now i'm using his :p anyway, lotsa things happened for the last month..like what?? i got my very first burberry item :p oh no..not one but two..was very happy for that..and bro also bought two..so we ended up spending quite alot..and also for the first time i saw sumthing nice in FCUK last week..so got my first two item from FCUK..no big deal..i mean not a very great brand but was very happy coz i din know got discount until i went to pay..and that girl was very cute..i meant the cashier girl...

oh yes yes yes..i'll never forget this..my dad..he followed me to church last friday..i still couldnt beliv it until now..u know, my dad is quite an anti-christ person..it took so much of me to even ask him to go to church with me to celebrate father's day..but i remember that God only wants our obedient..it doesnt really matter whether ppl accept it..as long as u obey Him and do what He wants us to do which is to tell the good news..and He will do the rest....ok, i guess i'm no good in explaining what pastor said..haha..but it doesnt matter..as long as i know what he said..haha..so, anyway, i was happy..way tooo happy to be put in words..

just came back from spanish class..missed two classes so felt quite lost just now..haha..moreovercouldnt really remember level one stuffz..and now in level two..missed two classes somemore..so u couldnt propably imagine how i look like during the lesson :p i supposed there was a big question mark on my face :p tonite there's a brazil vs croatia match at 3am according to malcolm..not sure whether i shud stay for it..i can barely open my eyes now..woke up quite early this morning and i think i'll have to wake up early tomorrow also coz i havent been touching my piano for days :p un rock will kill me :D i'm waiting for muzaffar to come online to give me those answers to complete my spanish homework..sad thing..k la..better stop now..he's coming anytime..adios..

going to mid valley later...

2006-05-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

now listening : maksim's kolibre

arghhhh...later got spanish class...i'm getting lazy..hehe...anyway, three more classes to go..yes!!!! btw, i'm gonna miss ghost whisperer tonight again..so sad...i'm going out later to mid valley..to buy my bro's facial cleaser and his hair gel..why mustt i buy things for him?? hmmm...and i really wonder what has he done with the cleaser?? i bought it the same time as his..same brand, estee lauder, same size, same thing..and he finished using it so fast..hmm...mine still another half to go..weird thing..oh yes, i think i can get the sweater later..hopefully they have it there..*praying for that*..anyway, nothing much..see ya...adios!!!

u wont believe what i've just done..

2006-05-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

now listening : deborah's theme-maksim

hola..como estas?? just came back form one utama..went shopping with grandma..bought some presents for friends..actually main purpose was to buy baskin robbin's..haha..yes, all the way to 1u just to buy ice-cream..crazy thing huh?? and the worst part was world class choc SOLD OUT :'( so sad..anyway, u must be wondering what had happened as u see the title of this post..as i said earlier i went to shop..so, i went in to all the shops but nothing attract me..wait..they'r things that are acttractive but most of them are polos from tommy, lacoste and ralph..so i dun that i'm that stupid to buy the same thing again from the same shop except they'r different in colors..well..have done that before..bought two lacoste which i find myself quite stupid..anyway, let's move on..so i ended up in Zara(to summarize the story)..i saw this sweater black in color..it was nice and i have been finding for this type of sweater for ages..so yes, now i found it..can u imagine how happy i was?? but before i saw the sweater there was this girl holding it and then hung it back..so, when she ciao i took it and she turned around and saw me holding it..she was like........ANGRY!!! u shud see her face..it was sumthing like she could kill me anytime and walk off with the sweater..my grandma also realised that..this is our little conversation :

grandma : look at her..she looks angry!!
me : ya lor..how ar?? i din take it from her hand or grab it from her..
grandma : dun care her la..she ownself put it back one..so anybody can take it..
me : har?? (very confused)

then i tried it..it looked so good on me..seriously :p then i went back to the shelf or whatever call it..and tried and see wether got another piace..and then i realised that was the last piece of size S..the others are like M or L..so...how?? i tell u what..she was looking at me or so to say staring at me the whole way..it was about 10 mins..coz i really dunno what to do..my grandma was like take it and dun care her..it's yours once u pay and it's not ur fault..then i told her..

me : i'll go and ask her whether she wants it..if she doesnt want it then i'll buy..if she wants it then i'll give it to her...
grandma : NOOOO..r u stupid?? it looks good..and it's hard to find for this kind of material..and it's this and that...bla bla bla..long lecture..

then we stood there for a moment..*the girl still staring*..SCARY!!!! she doesnt look at u in a kind way or at least a look with expectation that u wouldnt buy it..instead she looked like she was going to slap u if u buy it..haha..then grandma finally said...

grandma : ok..u go and ask her..no point standing here..
me : oh cool...*so i went approached her*

me : hello miss...
she : *looking at me "blurly" without saying anything..
me : do u want this sweater?? if u want i can give it to u but if u dun i'll buy it..
she : actually i'm...considering that i want it....
me : ok..then u can have it..*handling it over to her*
she : oh thx..
me : most welcome...

so, end of story..i'm so sad now :'( i really wanted it..but i remember pastor once said.."let other ppl win and sumthing sumthing and be a blessing to others and stuffz and stuffz" i cant remember exactly what he said..but i knew he preached sumthing like that before...i can "feel" what he said but i cant really tell what he said :p haha..i know u dun get what i mean...haha..

then went to coffee bean and bought black forest..ymmy!!! oh yes, before that we went to dragon-i to hav breakfast coz grandma always wanted to eat at chinese restaurant..it was nice..seriously..then went shakey's and "ta pau" pizza for my bro then baskin robbin's then hallmark to buy presents..i spent so long in hallmark chosing present and i was looking at nici(dog) so cute..really tempted to buy..and i'm seriously going to buy this time..i mean the next time i go..i think i'll get a big one..so cute and soft and bla bla bla..the last time i din buy nici-tiger coz i thought i would go overseas next year after S.A.M but now is like..i'm only going after two years..so i can buy now :D yeah...cant wait..hehe...okok..better stop..adios :p

Mission Impossible 3

2006-05-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

now listening : Jesus, Lover of my Soul-hillsongs-united live

i watched mission impossible 3 on wed..need not to say that tom cruise is darn gorgeous..everone knows that :D quite a nice show..entertaining as well but not the best, of course...i'm still waiting for cars and over the hedge..over the hedge will be out on 19th May whereas Cars will only be released on the 8th of June if i'm not mistaken..went shopping on wed..din really get to buy anything...

on thursday went to find whr ICOM(international college of music) is..found it..the building doest look good at all..quite disappointed by the appearance of it..din go in coz no point..just wanted to know how far it is from taylor's coz i'll still have to drop my bro at taylor's every morning before i go to ICOM..then got to pick him home after college..quite troublesome!! worst come to worst i have to start coll next jan which is really no good..i'm no longer interested in the tedium of domesticity..i'm so sick of staying at home and getting bored as days pass..i need to get my life moving..

btw, yesterday spanish class was bad..the whole class got sucked..haha..it was harder than we'd exppected..and we were asked to write an essay..a short and simple one to introduce ourselves..i got most of my sentences from the book so it was a quite impressive one :p another guy took everything from the net..and it was like, he has to do it again..so u shud know how b*d it was :p

k la..hav to get ready already..got to pick my bro..so sien driving all the time...sigh..later got piano class somemore :( dun get me wrong, i like the lessons just that i'm lazy...adios..

BACKLASH & Mun Yee's birthday party!!!!

2006-05-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

now listening : IL Divo's si tu me amas

hola...okie, i'm stucked..where should i start?? let's start from thursday..after picking my bro from college we went to mid valley coz he needed to cut his hair and he promised to belanja me and grandma at chili's..so he did keep his promise..there i bought 3 marian keyes' books..oh yes, that was my first time buying three books at once :p cool ya??!! at first i felt quite reluctant to buy coz dunno shud i buy so many at once..but when i thought about it, soon or later i'm gonna buy too so must why buy first since got discount..so, ended up i bought..

friday i din really go anywhere coz my nose bled..oh wait..it started bleeding on thurs if i'm not mistaken...haha..i'm obsent minded i know..sat went to church for VYS..half way to 1U received a msg from geraldine telling me that got meeting at 3pm sharp so tak jadi going to 1U..even my bro had to have his breakfast at SS14 in case we were late..oh yes, sumthing i wanna share..when we'r asked what do look for in a guy or girl, most of the tme ppl will say their personalities, right?? i tell u what, that's so wrong..haha..thx to pastor for clarifying the differences between personality and character..u know the differences??? well, personality is sumthing "outside" which u can fake it i think..haha..while character is sumthing from the "inside" which it takes time to actually discover them...so, next time when ppl ask u what u look for in a guy or girl..ur answer shud be.."character, not personality and also looks" :p hehe...

sunday drove my grandma to her church in the morning then to mun yee's birthday party at night..i tell u what, her house is as far as pluto :p exaggeration!!!! we lost all the way when we were attempting..anyway, another exaggeration!!! =D but thank God that we finally managed to reach Just in time..not too late..only 15 mins late :p had a very great time there...thx for inviting, mun yee..

okie, monday...probably the highlight f the week or month or so...BACKLASH!!!! not as fun as i expected..john cena was once again the WWE champ instead of triple H...i was thinking that maybe HHH shud stand a chance since he lost his world heavyweight title to dace..but then..sad thing..he din win...btw, i was over the moon when trish won the woman champ..so happy for her..haha...i'm so sicked of mickie james..she's a physco..although everything is arranged and is played out like a play, but who cares..it's quite fun and they'r really a bunch of great actors and actresses :p no batista..and oh yes, i just knew that..BACKLASH is only for RAW and Judgement Day is only for Smakcdown..so i guess i will have to order another PPV this month since got dave :D he'll be the main event tho...cool..cant wait for him to be back in action...

trinity concert and she's the man

2006-04-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

now listening : nostradamus-maksim

yesterday went to watch she's the man with emily at KLCC..oh well, the cinema sucked...we din plan to watch any movies yesterday coz we went out to buy mun yee's birthday present...since we'r so "jelak" of 1U so we went to KLCC instead..but then, KLCC doesnt have the shop we wanted so we ended up in the cinema...okie, back to the show..it as nice..haha..so funny..and so many hot guys there :p haha...personally i think justin looks the best followed by paul, el peluquero(the hairdresser), then the no. 8 guy(whoever he is) then duke..i dun find him good looking but dunno why he's the main actor..anyway, there'r also hot girls there...i like monique the best..she's gorgeous..olivia is so pretty...viola?? no way..haha..

oh yes, the trinity award and concert..i played badly :p haha...i expected that coz i had not enought ime to practice..i had only one week plus to practice maksim's..that sounds crazy isnt it?? i bet maksim uses ore time to practice that :p before i forget, i saw a harp there in the concert..it was sooooooo niceeeeeeeeeeee........and i was jealousing the whole way...yes, i was...the harpist is a younger boy while's already in grade 6..it sounded so nice..and it costed RM 100, 000..expensive huh?? so, i think i'm gonna give up on harp coz there's no way i'm gonna learn it..i probably will be leaving in two years time..then what?? what will happen to the harp?? bring it over to berklee?? no way..that's quite a stupid thing to do..i even have to get a new piano there.. wun be bringing mine for sure..

finally i bought il divo's ancaro and maksim's a new world...need not to say anything about ancora..it's fabulous..i've listened to all the songs before bought it..maksim's a new world is really fantastic..here are some of the tracks that i really like; still waters, nostradamus, intermezzo and somewhere in time and "unpredictablely" desert skies..dun ask me why i like it, i just do!!!nothing much to shre..k then, adios..

rlc's website

2006-04-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

now listening : planet shaker's

hey people...time flies...today is already a sunday and less than a week is the trinity award presentation concert..and as u guessed i haven really been practising much :p supposed to go for lesson just now but it was ppuring like cats and dogs so...class canceled..went to rlc for Good Friday service on friday..duh??!!! it was great..jammed like crazy around SS2 area so yea..was kinda late...but thank God that still got parking...then went for VYS service yesterday.. was like fully charged kind of feeling, crapping non-stop there..haha...great message by ps. Joshua..he said that God changes/transforms us like eagle and not like snake..and eagle eats snakes :p haha...oh yes, the dream idol was funny..after sooo many weeks i missed it...yesterday i stayed for it..it was funny..and next week is the FINAL...so yes, dun miss it..but i'll miss it coz the trinity concert is on a sat. night...sad huh?? ok..talking about RLC..here's the website : oasis of care...messages can be downloaded and many info can be gotten there..so, just pay a visit there..no harm...

this morning missed RLC but went to PCS2..also great message and drama and stuffz...it was quite fun though..then actually rushed back for piano lesson and yes..it was canceled coz of the rain..stupid ya??

k la..have to go now.bye..

an annoying person!!!!

2006-04-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

now listening : yanni's almost a whisper

hola, como estas??? haha..yes, i think u guessed it right...spanish classes started last week monday...today i'm suppposed to go for class but..as u can see..i'm blogging..not that i ponteng or what...i have sore throat so i cant really talk..hence, i decidd not to go snce we'r most of the time doing talking in the class..

anyway, as u can see from my topic..i got irritated by someone..this person existed in my life for years..and he actually thinks that he knows me very well..i can tell u..NO!! we've never even been close to each other..i've been rejecting him all this while and i think becoz of that he finds that i have a problem with my life..everytime we chatted(which is never often) we ended up in some arguements or quarrels and stuffz like that...and please..he is NEVER my BF..no no no and never ever..till just now we chatted..again as i predicted..he again said that i have a prob with my life for being arrogant and of course my question would be.."in what way?" he said he din know..at first he said i'm living in my dream and he felt sorry for me..oh hell yea..just becoz we dun have the same objective/dream/ambition or whatever u care to name, u felt sorry for me???? i seriously feel sorry for u for living such a miserable life..how can u feel sorry for someone for not living the same life as ours??? u think u'r the role model of the universe?? let me tell u this..U'R NOT!!!!

let's move on to sumthing fun..it's been more than a week since i last blogged..wanna know what happened to me?? nothing much..last monday i watched wrestlemania..oh yeah..it was great..i saw dave..he's still that HOT!!!!haha..but i dun like his hairstyle..kinda eww...and i missed the most exciting match which was the edge one..my bro told me it was fantastic..it was a great event...and the one thing that i wasnt satisfied with was mickie james won the title..i was kinda pissed off..and i was amazed by the HBK and vince's match..it was awesome..quite cool...

went shopping with bro last week(forgotten which day)..he was supposed to buy baju for the taylor's scholarship thing...so altogether he spent lotse money on that day(i'm not gonna tell)..oh yea..tell u this so that u'll know what i'm going to talk about later..our system is..if he spent RM 1, i'll get RM 1 too..if he spent RM 100 i'm gonna get that amount of money too..not that i made that system..it's by my bro..he finds it fair this way which i never agree with him coz it seems like everything we buy we hav to double them....isnt that stupid?? yes it is..i can answer for that..anyway, so the amount of money he spent on that day was close to the price of an ipod nano..so i thought i shud buy and ipod nano..but u shud know what i've done to the money...if ur guess is on clothings..u'r right then..haha..bought a pair of jeans since i never had one..yes..i din have a pair of jeans until two days ago..haha...then some baju, shoes and belt...so yea..those money GONE!!!! no more ipod nano and tous bag..haha...

went to watch ice age 2 and the wild..i must say i like ice age more than the wild...i just dunno why but it happens to be that way..haha..i like the wild too but not as much as ice age..and soon there's some new animations coming soon like over the hedge(must watch)..and the one coming not this summer..haha..k la..my stupid bro wants to go online..see ya..adios...

wrestlemania22

2006-04-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

now listening : almost a whisper-yanni

hello ppl...tomolo is the day..event of the year for WWE, which is called the wrestlemania22..hope batista will be there..i've just subscribed..i called astro again to double confirm with them the price and found out that it's not 99.95..it's actually 19.95 before the 1st of April..what a funny thing huh?? that lady, she din say nicely the other day..she told me ninety nine..not nineteen nine..u know, MALAYsian :p if u just get what i'm trying to imply here :p

let's see what happened these few days..yesterday went to church..din stay for the dream idols thingy..left before that coz my bro said he wanted to do his homework and stuffz so we left early..together with emily we went to 1U to have out dinner at pizza hut..was tempted to go to chili's again..haha..but then din bring enuf $$$ haha...after that went to buy baskin robbin's..u know what..this time we din buy pints..we bought quart in stead..cool ya?? as usualy i took world class choc again..tell u, i'm darn loyal..haha..even to ice-cream..eat only one flavour :p oh yea, crapping again :p

this morning went to PCS2..the egg thingy they'r selling is darn cute man...it's like plants in the egg shells kind of thing..hard to explain..grandma bought one..oh man, i haven even crack the egg shelll..oh my goodness..better crack it now before it dies due to insufficient of carbon dioxide :p adios..before i forget..my spanish classes starting tomolo =D

ICOM

2006-03-31T08:41:00.000+08:00

now playing : maksim's croatian rhapsody

very tired..i practically din sleep last night..grandma went to her friend's house so i was alone in my room..and as u know..i'm soo afraid of the dark and being alone at night..soo...yes..i din sleep *_* haha...anyway, let's update u with sumthing about me..nothing much recently..oh yes, i think i haven officially announce this..just in case some of u might not know yet..i've quit S.A.M..yes..this is my second time leaving taylor's..i was soo supposed to leave early of this year but taylor's refused to transfer the money that i've paid to my bro, so i continued..but then i really din like it so when my mum called the other day, i told her and she said ok...praise God :D so, now i'm doing music..i will have to go to ICOM to get my diploma..there'll be an intake in july..i hope i can make it..with my bro troubling me, it's hard for me..he wants me to send him to coll everyday and doesnt want to shift to KL..so, it's really troublesome...another thing..i found out that ICOM is actually more expensive then taylor's..hmm..i've wasted like alot of money in taylor's and now have to pay that much for ICOM..i hope my mum wont kill me :p i really shudnt have gone to taylor's..bad decision..anyway, i'm always bad in making decision..

oh yes, i'm only one of the outstanding achievers, not the awad winner(highest)..i seriously wonder why.. asked un rock what i got for, piano or keyboard??..he wasnt sure..at first he said piano then he was like maybe keyboard...i seriously want to know...coz i dun think my keyboard marks deserve only outstanding achiever..haha..chew wei and sam both got 87 and 88 for their grade 3 and 4 and they were the award winners...and i'm like 87 for higher grade than that but end up not getting anything?? and keyboard is 91, deserve only outstanding achiever??? hmmm...something is really wrong there but i dare not ask un rock...haha...anyway, anything, praise God..better than nothing..oh yes, planning on maksim's songs for the concert..it's un rock's idea and i was thinking bout that too..i think i'm gonna chose croatian rhapsody coz it's nice..i mean, i like it a lot...

k..i think i better go sleep now..have to go pick my grandma and my bro then to the library to get his resources..yes, again..gosh..bye..

skipped vys

2006-03-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

-library-

time : 9.33pm
now listening : silent movie chaser-piano exam piece

u shud know what happened on sat...me and bro went to the kononnya the national library(whatever it's called to find for sources for his project)..we reached there at 12pm sharp and we decided to leave at 3pm coz i was supposed to be on duty in church..moreover geraldine was "back-uping" yesterday...unfortunately he took one hour to photostate his IC and another 30 mins to get his card done..thk God i met leena there..yes, of all the places on earth i met her in the library which she called it the worst place :p i was desperate for someone coz i was all alone..and my whole body was like shaking or trembling or whatever u call it..the medicine i took makes me feel worse...anyway, saw her then went up with her and started finding sources for my bro..until 3 pm my bro still couldnt find for a thing..so we decided not to go to church..so, called mun yee and wei pyng asking them to replace me instead...and we end up stayed until around 5pm..oh gosh..library is the most boring place on earth...and i dunno how could i spend 5 hours there not doing anything...yes..so i missed the message :'( by a special speaker..

hence...this morning i went to rlc instead coz today also the same speaker(forgotten his name) as yesterday but obviously different message :p a very good preacher...love his message alot...but i din get to stay for the second service coz i could see grandma was about to fall asleep :p i guess i'll have to buy the cd next time...

more sick

2006-03-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

Offered to Play for Trinity again =D

time : 7.19pm
now listening : arise-planet shakers

hmm..whr shud i start..oh yes, i din go coll again today..i'm gonna quit i think...btw, still have to talk to pastor sally and havr to pray about it...anyway, yesterday smackdown was kinda boring..nothing much execpt for talking..it's became world talking entertainment i think..haha..instead of wrestling..today woke up early to send my bro to coll then me and my grandma went to her friend's house for a while before we left for 1U...today is the worst..i meant the fever..i din see doc yesterday coz was too lazy to do so..imagine how lazy a human can get??..so this morning was feeling very terrible..but still have to continue with my daily chore which is sending my bro to coll :( then went to 1u after dropping by at my grandma's freind's house..i went there to watch movie actually..since S.A.M started i barely had time to watch movie..i picked dont open ur eyes coz i like the old man in the show.. he's always funny..but then this show had totally turned me down...it wasnt funny nor scary..it's more like a pornography instead..haha..after the show, we hang around for a while... oh yes, ralph lauren has new arrival for guys..nice ones..time to get my bro there :p nothing much on ladies..still the same..then saw sumthing nice at tommy..my grandma loves that piece of baju so much that she asked me to buy it the next time we go..haha..no$$$ ler..haven claim my money from dad yet :p then lacoste got some new arrivals on handbags..super nice but again limited cash :p i tried not to spend money today coz i must train myself from now on, if not i'll be having difficulty living in suh a world that's full with temptations :p so, i din buy anything today..oh well, not really also..bought baskin robbin's and final destination 2..hehe..

then came home straight went to see a doc...and we actually "chit-chatted" there..haha..he asked m whether am i still studying and whr and stuffz..so i told him that i might stop..he was like.."Y??" then i told him i wanna do music instead..u'll never guess what was his reaction..he was like.."GOOD choice..VERY GOOD!!!"..two tumbs up summore..haha..imagine a doc said that to u..he has kind of like encouraged me..since i decided on taking music nobody supported me except for my mum and grandma..kind of pathetic ya?? then i told him it's expensive to study music in US and so on and so fourth..coz he seemed insterested bcoz his son probably wants to do music also..oh yes, he got a shock when he heard the price..imagine, a doc was surprised by the amount of money needed to study music..yes..super expensive..so i might be doing twinning programe...first and foremost, it's cheaper and secondly, unc rock was saying that he can still help me if i stay in m'sia..but if i got overseas, he cant help me..

oh yes, talking about unc rock..he was telling me that trinity called him and asked me to play again in the trinity concert which will be held next month(date, i've forgotten) :p wow..isnt that great?? through what i know u have to be very good in order to be chosen to play and usually u can play only once..but then, this will be my second time..i'm not trying to imply anything..it's all by the grace of GOD..not by myself..He's my strength and my hopes are always in Him..not trying to boast here..just wanting to glorify God..btw, they ask me to play keyboard..so i assume that the reason they ask me to play is that i might be the only keyboard in the whole selangor an KL :p so, nothing to be proud of then coz they dun hav a choice but me u see :( oh yes, and probably i'm one of the winners in sumthing sumthing..not too sure..last year was award winner which means the highest in a particular grade in selangor+KL..through what un rock said yesterday i'm one of the best(not highest) for piano..then what about my keyboard?? my keyboard is like way higher than piano..if i can get an award for piano, i shud deserve an award for keyboard too..isnt it?? anyway, we'll see..i haven receive any letter from trinity yet..what i know is i have to play on that day..that's it!!! tomolo going to church for VYS...miss it so much coz last week din go..last week no VYS..still wondering why..haha.btw, i dunno whr i put my walkie earphone..habislah this time..i hope i'm not on duty tomolo :p k la..crap too much liao..bye..the medicine makes me shake :'(

sick

2006-03-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

Wrestlemania 22

time : 10.47am
now listening : the man u love-il divo

this is the kind of coat that i've been eyeing on for soooooooooooooooo long :p i found that in burberry's website..nice huh??? but it's expensive..duffel coat, its name..

i'm so sick(fever+running nose)...i din go to college for 2 days..guess tomolo will be my last day..yes..u've guess it..i've decided to quit...i want to study music..but i'm stucked here coz i have to wait for my bro until he finishes S.A.M coz i have to send him to coll still..meanwhile i'll learn violin..classes starting soon..either this or next month..about harp..will only get it after i leave malaysia for other countries(undecided yet)..havent tell my mum coz she hasnt call yet..

oh yeah, tonite got smackdown...cool...i still cant beliv that i've actually forgotten to watch it last week..wtf?? haha...oh yes, yesterday called astro to subscirbe wrestlemania22..u know what?? ASTRO is a BIG LIAR...written there RM19.95 before 1st April..u know how much are they going to charge me?? RM 99.00..isnt that a vast difference between the two prices?? so i din subscribe...but i was tempted t..obviously..wrestlemania is the event of the year..and it's like 5hrs..and i'm pretty sure that dave will make an appearance there...guess i'm gonna stay online for the whole 5hrs to get myself updated with the match results..or maybe i can watch it with vince :p haha..i'm gonna ask him to use his webcam and show me via msn messenger :p haha..that's what we have been doing all this while..haha..i doubt we can do that coz australia time and malaysia is kind of like 3 hours different..anyway, we'll see how...

k la...better stop now..i dun even know what am i crapping here :p bye

candy's party

2006-03-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

time : 7.58pm
now listening : Our God is an awesome God-Michael W.Smith version

some pics taken in candy's and chuan yen's birthday party...

i'm darn tired..i din really get to sleep last night..and came home late..oh yes, if u read my previous post u shud know i went for candy's and chuan yen's birthday party last night..had great time there..it was just so sweet of them to have their birthdays on the same day..oh yes, to be more specific, one day difference...many RLC church members went including pastor Joshua, pastor Carey, pastor Sally and Un. Patrick..i was supposed to talk to ps Sally but din have the time to do so...

anyway, i'm kind of like made up my mind of what to study..so, i'll just have to pray about it and talk to pastor sally..will see what she advices me to do..u ppl do pray for me..i really need prayers in time like this..bye..

grandma is naggy

2006-03-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

time : 3.12pm
now listening : planet shakers' arise

it's been soooooooooooooo long since i last blogged..omg..too lazy and busy at the same time...nothing much..i'm still kicking here although not too well...hate S.A.M..too much work and stuffz..anyway just came back from subang church not too long ago...a great service..btw, yesterday RLC no VYS..still wondering why...next week wont be going to PCS2 i think coz hav to go to RLC..they have a special speaker there...seriously i dunno what am i mumbling here...i'm tired..haha..dun even know what i've typed...haha...

a very great news that i wanna share with those ppl who always been reading my blog..my bro has got 9+1 As..isnt that great?? i am super proud of him..but he wasnt happy coz he missed one..too bad..we went out to celebrate on the day he got his results..emily belanja us at chili's..thanks dear...k la that's all for now...hav to get ready now..going to candy's and chuan yen's birthday party in a while more...i dun even know whr the place is :p what i know is mont kiara..haha..i think i'll get sesak later :p haha..bye...

a good deed

2006-03-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

A good deed????

time : 8.42pm
now listening : isabel-il divo

hello..i'm super full now..stucked all the lamb into my stomach..anyway, yesterday went to church..oh yes, i'm currently going to two churches..haha..one is rlc another one is pcs2 coz my grandma wanna stick to her church..so, i'll just drive her there then...anyway, as i was heading to rlc yesterday i stopped at sg. buloh gas station to pump petrol..suddenly this girl approached me asking me whether i know how to go to bandar utama..then i was like..oh yes, i'm going there as well..must why u just follow me and stuffz..so i lead them until after the tol gate..but it was raining like cats and dogs so i was quite worry that they couldnt follow me..then half way they called and told me they found the place..and we actually became friends and started msging each other :p cute thing..she's call su wah..i think that guy with her is her bf..not too sure..so now i gained two frens in a gas station :p i magine that...funny things do happen..

yesterday message was great..in fact God answered my prayers via what pastor joshua said yesterday..today's message by pastor jimmy also a great one..after church today went to my grandma's fren's house but unfortunately they were not in so i headed to 1u..but the traffic was down so i went to the highway and straight back to home instead...

i'm runnig out of words..so i think i better stop now..see ya..

bad bad bad

2006-03-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

terrible days....

time : 3.03pm
now listnening : planet shaker's

hey ppl...long time no see..haha..i cant even remember when i last blogged...weeks ago i think..first of all no time to blog..secondly..lazy..oh well..i'm not kicking well..i did badly in my common test..terrible..espcially when u see everyone getting A but u dun..u really feel like jumping from the 4th floor in taylor's :p anyway, by the grace of God..i manage to carry on pretty well today..haha..only today..i have never been laughing so happily like today for two weeks...these two weeks i beliv are the worst weeks on earth..i was practically talking to myself every minute..half of me thinking of dropping science and go straight music, while the other half of me struggling to do so..u know, it's really suffering...yesterday went for piano class..sort of told un. rock everything..the process in telling him was hard coz i knew i could never hold my tears..at first i din want to talk about it coz its really sad whenever ppl mention about my results..then un. rock realised that i actually reacted "weirdly" or "oddly" when he talked about my results...so he knew it's troubling me..that's why he asked...but anyway, let's change topic..my first piece prelude finished already :p happy...now playing silent movie chase..nice song..oh yea, it seems like i haven tell u guys why am iso happy today?? i got an A in my bio quiz..not that bad afterall altho my bio common test was a disaster..i din expect an A coz i totally lost confident in bio..i still like it but u know, when u've failed to so the first time, it's hard for u to do well in the second one..that was how i felt when i sat for the test yesterday..i wrote rubbish..genetic engineering i wrote DNA engineering..stupid ya?? but u know what?? i got full marks for that..praise God..what unc. Rock said is so true..dun focus on ourselves but on God..depend on his strength but not our own ability..pastor joshua said that too..

okie, let's change to sumthing fun..about shopping..i haven been shopping for super long..i think the last thing i bought was my 2-3 weeks old ralph lauren..and what else?? seriously nothing...i'm so hopeless..oh yes, wanna share sumthing..the movie, final destination 3..it is a nice movie..i watched it at home..pirated vcd :p sshhhhh..dun tell anyone :p and it scared me to death man..i cant imagine if i watch it in the cinema..i probably will leave cinema half way..tooo scary..and the stupid pirated vcd nice ending one..it stopped half way...or was that the ending??? whatever la..whoeverhave watched it pls tell me the ending..k la..got to go...stupid bro in the cc and i'm stucked in the college now..bye...

stupd common test and dave is back

2006-02-25T12:40:00.000+08:00

Dave Is BACK!!!!!

time : 12.44pm
now lsitening : heroe-il divo

the hottest man on earth is back in action :p i'm so so so so glad..the other day, i came online and immediately vince told me that dave was back coz he subscribed no way out in australia on monday...Dave made his first appearance after the surgery during no way out..OMG..great...so happy..i wonder if he could make it for wrestlemania 22..really wish he can make it..if he really does, i think i'll have to subscribe astro box office :p

okie, enough about dave..now about me..this whole week had common test..and i din do that well..in fact many careless mistakes and stuffz..there was this math question i got the anser in the rough paper but i thought it was wrong i din bother to copy it to my exam paper..and later i found out that i was correct..but then..too late to do anything...it was a 5 marks question..so sad ya?? the physics was worse..haha..bantai the whole thing..hehe..yesterday chemistry quiz..worst thing!!! bantai the whole thing..haha..well, i've done my part for physics and mathz..i really studied..i did all the review sets..so, the rest i'll leave it to God..chemistry text is on monday, then bio on tuesday...gosh...

thats's all for this time..have to get ready now..going to church later..see ya..

batista' bakery?? haha...

2006-02-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

Batista's Bakery??? hahaha...

time : 8.25pm
now listening : salvation is here-hillsongs united

as usual..i got vain again..took a pic of myself..can u see how desperate i am to get a pic taken with dave?? haha..i dun mind doing anything to get a pic taken with dave :p of course there's a limit la..haha..the pic is taken on the 18th Feb. 2006 before i left for church...

i found sumthing funny which is kind of related to batista at myspace..it's posted by a dave fan...check it out..

ok today, my boyfriend,his mom and I went to visit his grandfather and as we were driving in Bristol, Rhode Island,we went pass a bakery.the name of it was Batista's Bakery (spelled just like that) . i dont know it just sorta made me giggle abit.

isnt that funny?? it's so darn obvious that the owner of that bakery is a dave fan..cute...it must be a famel owner..no way a guy will do this kind of thing :p haha..anyway, no way out is tomorrow..i'm not so much interested in it coz dave is not there...so sad :'(

hey, k la..haven study yet...sh*t la..

bad bad day...

2006-02-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

bad bad days!!!!!

time : 7.46pm
now listening : passera-il divo

hello...i'm exhausted man..haha..just came back from 1u not too long ago..these few days are not my days..first of all i did badly in my math quiz yesterday..the day before i studied math from 4pm sumthing to 11pm..and kno what?? i focused on the wrong thing..f*ck..i din even beliv i actually cried after the quiz..couldnt hold my tears anymore..coz the marks are included in the internal accessment..and today, my teacher actully said that the graph is an exponential graph which i thought and pretty sure it was quadratic coz R square=0.9998..and 90% of the class did quadratic except a small amount of the did exponential which one of them did exponential coz she did it wrong and yet now turned out correctly :p the second question was about boxes which i thought it was in topic one so i din even bother to touch it at all..hence, i bantai and pretty sure i will get a few marks only..the 3rd question was kinda ok..only 3 question and can u see that i've totally "flung" the paper..i was grumbling when i got 18/20 for bio..now is like..sh*t..the whole class was actually shouting when teacher announced that the graph is actually an exponential model..first time i heard them yelling so loudly coz my class is the "quietess" on earth..even a pin drops can be heard...i'm just so disappointed...

second thing..my lan sub..i din do well also....of course i'm not gonna care how i do in that stupid paper..but i cant imagine that i din even remember when was malaysia formed..haha :p like i said, i dun care coz it's not included in my final results..so who cares?? haha...

and third thing..if u read the newspaper u shud now that there was an accident happened at rawang(highway). yesterday...i was on my way back from college..it was raining like cats and dogs..and almost every car on the road was moving approximately 40km/hour..suddenly i saw a huge truck in front of me..its length was about 3 lanes(the road) and it was facing me and it was parked horizontally in front of me..it was in good condition...not up side down, not anything..so, i was quite relieved presuming that it wasnt a bad accidental..but u know what i saw after i passed the truck..another car in front of me was "crumpled" like a piece of paper being crumpled..can u imagine that..i was stunned..but than God still able to drive home..and today as i read the paper the driver and the son actually died..i just can picture out how could it happen?? is like raining soooo heavily, everyone is moving so slowly..and??? i really wonder how did it happen...God knows...sigh..

that's roughly what i experienced these two days..now back to sumthing good..i've been saving money for about two weeks to buy a yellow lacoste..but then as usual..i spent the money just now when i was in 1u...bought a valentine's gift for emily and a birthday present for lena..both also super belated :p but then again, late is better than nothing :p and bought a new perfume coz my stupid davidoff finishing using liao...i bought christian dior, jadore..then had dinner there with my bro and bought many files and stuffz from mph..so, that's all..running out of words..bye...

il divo

2006-02-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

IL DIVO!!!!!

time : 5.45pm
now listening : i lelieve in u-il divo

i cant beliv that this girl actually went to il divo's concert..how nice..it was on the 31st Jan 2006, i presume..this is what she wrote in her blog...

okay so last night i went to go see Il Divo @ the Chevy. and let me tell you. the girl came out for the opening act- idk who she was but she was horrible and boring. she sang from 7:30-8 and then we had to wait 45 minutes and then Il Divo went on from 8:45-10 and so I of course cried. because they are wonderful. lmao but let's see. they sang: Regresa a Mi, Feelings, Everytime I Look @ You, Mama, Isabel, I Believe In You, Nella Fantasia, Passera, Unchained Melody, Hero, Somewhere, and I think they sang some other songs I just don't remember. But it was fantastic :-D now watch the video that's on my main page. not this page. the FRONT one-- that I took from part of 'I Believe In You' which is off their new album 'Ancora' :-D

and i found regresa ami(live version), heroe(live), i believe in U(live with celine dion)..this is seriously cool...OMG..i din expect them to sing that well "lively" if u get what i mean..i've always longing to go to their concert...check this out if u hav time..it is seriously cool..i always like Urs' voice..he's cool...and one more thing, i din expect him to be that short :p and dun forget to check out the guitarist..he's cool too..i mean his playing..darn nice...

k k k..i better go now...i haven study yet..tomolo i have math quiz..pls pray for me ya...i'm scared now :( bye..

dave's daughter??? OMG

2006-02-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

Dave's daughter????

time : 7.44pm
now listening : let it rain-michael w.smith

actually i really dun feel like blogging today..but then i changed my mind after i found this picture...this is sumthing i mus share with those who's been reading my blog..guess what?? or guess who is that girl in white and glasses??? she's dave's daughter...i was like OMG..she's darn ugly when i first saw this pic..sorry for my bluntlness..it's just that i din expect dave's daughter looks "like this"..haha...anyway, there's a bigger pic of her down there..i enlarged it so that u guys can see her ugliness :p according to the person who posted this pic, she's only 15...she looks way more than that..for ur info, she's holding an LV handbag...dave bought an LV bag for her daughter..now i wish i'm his daughter :p

so, what's ur comment?? ok la..she's not that ugly la..just that she "shud" look more attractive since she's dave's daughter..get what i mean??? i mean angie is cute and dave is darn handsome, hence, here goes the equation...

cute(angie)(s) + handsome, gorgeous, sexy, cute, good looking(dave)(s) = not that attractive(s)

something is really wrong with the equation :p she doesnt even look like dave..not at all..i think this is the 19 year-old girl whom is adopted by dave...they must hav made a mistake..this cant be the 15 year-old girl..anyway, i shall find out soon :p

i din go to church today have to study and lotsa homework to be completed..hence, i decided not to go to church...k la..hav to go now..see ya..

bio quiz 18/20

2006-02-10T18:03:00.000+08:00

No More Dave :'(

time : 6.02pm
now listening : piano exam pieces

hello ppl..it's been quite sometime since i last blogged..many many things happened..of course i'm not going to narrate the everything..think i'm crazy?? just going to summarize them...last week(i cant even remember which day) i went out with marty and jaslyn...to klcc then to mid valley then to subang parade(jaslyn suggestion)..had great time with them..then went to luke's(bro's fren) house after dropping marty and jas at subang ktm station..guess what?? we hang around at luke's until 1 am..that was like the latest we have ever stayed out from our house :p it was fun..G16 is really so happening unlike my group, G3..well, there r fun ppl in my group too like leena and shereen..but not many lor..anyway, i wanna talk about dave :p here are some pics i found online when he relinquished his title which was what i saw yesterday nite on tv3..so sad..he cried..i din know that earlier..OMG..dave cried..he's like a crying baby la :p

i wish i'm the belt :p

oh..dun be sad dear :(

now i wish i'm teddy long :p

haha...he went around and touched everyoness hand(audience)..so gently summore..he's cute la..i was so "high" when i saw him..haha...he took off his jacket and threw it to the audience..i wish i was there la wei...and he bowed..so cute...dave, pls come back as soon as possible..we miss u like hell man...

i am so jealous of this girl taking pic with wrestlers..she's one of the member in demonboard or is she the mod?? whatever..she's a dave fan..here are those pics i found just a while ago..

OMG..that is like HHH..my 2nd fav.

john cena..my 3rd fav.

and u know who is this?? come on come on..guess....it's REY..is like..this is my first time seeing him without his mask on..OMG...

and here goes eddie guerrero..i miss him man...

so that's all..nothing much about me..still kicking well..oh yes, just got my bio quiz mark..18/20.no good..teacher was saying that she is not happy with out class altho there'r a few 20/20..her expectation is just too high..actually i can get 20/20 just that she is too strict..usually i point=2 marks no matter how short ur point is..but this time if ur point is short u must explain it in order to get full 4 makrs or give 4 points..i gave only three..i thought it'd be more than enought but then..i lost one there...the other 1 point i lost it at the diagram..i did not label amina acid in my diagram..so two marks gone..so sad :'(

oh yea, i got my piano exam book already..it's the rockschool one..interesting man..the pieces are like great...not so boring like classical..think i'm gonna chose the performance one instead of the graded exam altho both also grade 8..and un rock saw my il divo songbook..he was like so excited..haha..and he was paying the songs...know what i did?? i listned to him only..haha..that's what i paid for :p hey, k la..have to go now..see ya..ciao..

daniel

2006-02-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

Cute Daniel :)

time : 9.02pm
now listening : when a child is born-il divo

this guy is seriously HOT!!!!!
cute isnt he??!!

just found some pics of daniel and thought that i shud share with u guys here :p he's hot, cute, handsome, sweet, good-looking, gorgeous and anything u care to name :p

i forgot to say sumthing..actually the day before yesterday we(me, bro, aunty and grandma) went to visit my so-called baby-sitter..but too bad she wasnt at home...and the worst thing was we din even had her tel. numbers *_* then no choice lor, we went to klcc then..i din buy anything coz no $$$ but my bro bought many things..from ralph lauren to tommy to lacoste to CK..crazy huh??!! yes, i would say so..oh wait, i bought sumthing..i bought an il divo piano book :) so happy :D i went to kinokuniya as usual then was finding for smackdown mag..nothing much on batista so i din buy..btw, randy is on the cover..i thought of buying that buy the thing is, it was way to expensive...so i din buy...then went to the music section..saw a blonde hair woman holding a few books from the rack or u call it shelve..seriously i dn know why was i interested in her and i walked towards her...i just felt sumthing pushed me to her as if i could find for things i wanted there..just as i was standing besides her, automatically i said "excuse me" and i was then holding one of the copy of the il divo book..i was speechless..i've been hunting for it for quite sometime..as she saw i took one, she immediately took one too which was the last copy..i'm so blessed...then i bought it, of course..we paid at the same time :p haha..but we din talk :( u know what, i shud've just say hi and stuffz :p haha...

oh yea, tomolo going out with jaslyn and marty...i seriously hope that marty does not think that i'm pretty coz i dun look as good as the pictures in myspace or friendster..dunno why..frankly i never edit those pictures..they just turned out quite ok to me...i know some of u might not think that the pics are ok or nice...just that u know, the pictures are better than me real life :( k la..got to go.bye bye...oh yes, i dun find ron very acttractive now :p tonite got smackdown..yeah..can see dave, hopefully :p

hero??? sucks...heroe better still...

2006-02-01T13:18:00.000+08:00

Mariah Carey's hero..not my cup of tea...

time : 1.26pm
now listening : heroe-il divo

look at that woman, haha..
first time realising someone cute, urs(il divo)
huns, i have to say this..mariah carey's hero is really "sucks"..(in my opinion)...if u'r comparing her version with il divo's, il divo's much better...i'm sorry if u'r her fan..seriously..she shouted like a ***** being ******...i'm not going to type those words..when come to criticising i'm darn harsh..of course i have to admit that i never like a female's voice when come to singing..not to say never, but i seldom do..oh well...these are just my opinion...everyone has their own and we'r just free to talk about it..moreover this is my blog :p

anyway, just saw some videos of il divo...cool man..especially those LIVE...i'm willing to pay more than a thousand just for their concert..seriously i cant wait to hear them sing "lively" if u get what i mean...if i really get to go to overseas, i'll sure go to their concert..they've been to US and also Australia and many more countries....but why not malaysia???? so sad :( one thing need to be clarified...i am NEVER going for their looks...they never attract me at the first place...i dun find them good looking...i like them purely/truly/seriously/frankly becoz of their voices..see ya..

boredom...

2006-01-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

Rey Rey Won The Royal Rumble????

time : 1.34pm
now listening : heroe-il divo

oh gosh..this is ugly..haha..as i always say..the ugly is the beauty :p

nothing much..stucked at home..pathetic ya?? what a cny??? have to study...common test is like right after cny..and the worst is the marks will be added to our final results..isnt that scary?? hmm..anyway, just some pics i found..hope u enjoy seeing them :p

anyway, i cant beliv that rey actually won it just a while ago..he's tooooooooo petite to win that..anyway, congratulations rey..batista was the winner for last year royal rumble..cant beliv that he din even participate this year..wonder how is he doing now..no news about him yet..

happy birthday to me :)

2006-01-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to esther

time : 5.08pm
now listening : isabel-il divo

this is my new swatch :p

oh yeah..today is my birthday and i'm stucked at home without a cake or even a presents..how pathetic!!!! my mum just called and wished me happy birthday...so happy...and was closed to tears :"( this is my very first birthday without the presence of my mum..how sad ya??? anyway, it's been a while since i last blogged..hence, many things had happened...

first and foremost, brought my grandma to the annual dinner..gosh, that night was so sleepy and tired.. and was quite worry about the physics quiz on the next day...the annual dinner was ok...had great time there but we left early coz i really need to ZzZzz..haha..when i got home it was like 11.55pm..then i was shouting at the door asking my brother about dave..haha..anyway, still managed to see dave being boomed by mark henry..haha..i got to see him for 2 mins only..still..better than nothing right..haha...

then friday..the quiz was alright..it was an open book quiz which means u can open ur books la..but then still hard to do..so, it became and open mouth quiz..haha..we discussed among our firends..if not really cannot finish the whintg..those are all pass year question..can u imagine doing pass year question after three weeks studying in the college??? crazy thing..then during math, know what happened?? i actualy sleep with my eyes opened..i wonder how did i do that?? i seriousl slept but i knew my eyes were widely opened...gosh...that's weird...haha...then during lan, fav subject, haha...i listened to iPod insetad..after skul went to one utama with my brother and a bunch of friends, zara, shereen and leena..watched fearless..hey, i din know jet li would die so i din prepare any tissue..so, u shud know what happened..smeared all my make up!!! haha..especially my eyes part...mascara all came out but thank God managed to get them done before the lights turned on..haha..then went for shopping..the new arrivals in ralph lauren are hopeless man..nothing much there..just a few pieces..at tommy i found two nice t-shirts but looks like pirated ones..haha..so din buy..went to lacoste..u know what the new arrivals are?? exactly like mine but just different colors...they actually call them new arrivals..what the??? then bought a pants at motivi..found one t-shirt at ripcurl which i wanted last time but the colors i wanted all sold out..left only orange color..i din mind coz it looked quite good only..but then thing is no $$$ haha..i din want to spend my money coz i wanted to get a watch..so, went to swatch..found the one i've longing for quite sometime, since before i bought my nike..so, i bought that.and of course if i have a choice i would buy the D&G one but no $$$ again :( but i'm happy with my swatch..it's just so nice...hehe...so, that's pretty much what happened yesterday..

tomolo will be going to my grandma's friend;s houase..as sualy we always spend out first day of CNY there..getting ang paus from aunties and uncles there :p haha..k la..have to go now..see ya...Happy Chinese New Year :)

i feel bad now :(

2006-01-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

I feel bad now :(

time : 9.16pm
now listening : here i am to worship-michael w.smith

u know what?? now i feel bad coz we went to complain about our chemitry teacher..i know it's not wrong to complain about her but u know...just that i just feel bad..coz is like..i cant imagine if i'm in her shoes...she's really undergoing lots of pressure, from the students and ppl from the SAM office...i can see that she's trying her best to teach but just that it's obvious she's been using the wrong method and stuffz..and this kind of things we as students cant teach her....how do u expect a student to tell teacher of what to do..isnt that weird to do so?? anyway, i hope she's ok now and just God will give her the wisdom to do well in her teaching..so, whoever is reading this, pls do pray for her..i beliv God can help her coz we can do all things through Christ...she is not a bad teacher like lazy or what....she's inded trying her best just that it just doesnt turn out what she expects..i think from now on i'll try to answer her stupid question :p oh yes, she tends to ask some stupid questions like "do u want to know" kind of things..haha..and from now on i'll shout YES!!!! :p haha..

oh yes, tomolo i've decided to go to the annual dinner thingy by my grandma's friend coz i have to send her there..so, i wun be able to watch smackdown :'( so sad...and friday me and bro will go to 1u to buy clothes..haha..so happy..my dad just gave us money..so nice..so, yes..cant wait..haha..i want to buy lacoste but is like so weird right, keep buying the same brand..not much nice ones in tommy..and fcuk is hopeless..ralph lauren?? no way..the polo is like can be gotten at F.O.S at RM 90..so what's the point buying it at RM 300+..i saw one but it's like RM 400+ so no way la..btw, ralph got new arrival..so will check out la :p hehe..serious cant wait..k la..better go now..haven do homework again..gosh..and my chem outline..haven type a single thing..leena is right..once u'r online u'll never do ur homework :p tata...

p/s : i receive a message from a man called king5zal asking me to be a model for his company..at first i thought he was just kidding or was lying about his occupation as the company's boss..but later on i found out that it's really that he is the boss..haha..coz i saw his pics taken with those artists and stuffz..even the whatever president of whatever...cant remember..but anyway, i rejected it coz i know im too fat to be a model :p haha..how pathetic :( anyway, i've received a few ppl offering me to be a model for the companies but i rejected all..God knows why :( haha..

a fun day...

2006-01-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

A Fun Day....

time : 6.57pm
now listening : randy orton's entrance music(take what's mine)

oh my..this is just so sweet...found this pic somewhr and he/she is name kerstein..

another pic of him/her :)

what a day?? au sualy went to college and reach at around 6.43am..isnt that early..anyway, quite used to it already...better cut the story short...the highlight of the day is actually durin chemistry lesson..funny things always happen but i just din expect it to happen today...just like the other days, my chem teacher just got into the class while some of the students were still in the loos...as she came in she walked straight to the chair and took her seat while we were talking and i was reading newspaper...she sat still but noody seemed to care coz she din say a thing..since she is not doing anything, hence, we continued with our work..i presumed that she was waiting for the rest of the students to return to the class before she started taking attendance just like our usual routine..OUT OF A SUDDEN she stood up and gathered her books or belongings and began headin to the door and left with a BANG!!!! what the??? everyone paused!!!! wondered what had happened??? then may quan(class rep) went after her and apologized..oh come on, we din even know what actually happened..what was it to apologize?? she just left the class that way...oh SHIT!!!! what the hell is wrong with this woman??? i seriously had no idea of what was wrong with her...is not that we ignored her or what...we behaved that way since the first lesson..and i think everyone behaves that way..u dun suppose students to stare at u before the lessons has begun right?? come on...gosh..i'm getting mad at her as day passes..not only cannot teach but...behave like a....oh well, i dunno what word is suitable to describe her weird attitude...and the worst is her english..gosh..she cant even prnounce words nicely..my God!!!!

in this case janice cant tolerate with her anymore..so, we decided to report to ms. mary, the director of SAM programe by tomolo...we cant even afford to miss a half an hour lesson what's more the whole lesson..u know, miss kalpana is such a responsible teacher that she missed even a 30 mins lesson she had it replaced today...while ms. chemistry, she just got out from the class just like that...what the???? yesterday i asked her sumthing...this is how it sounded like, "miss, can we find the notes that u've posted on blackboard6 in our textbook?" and she didnt understand my question and i had to repeat it for around 3 times, but oo bad, she still din get it..i asked the class whether do they understand, almost everyone nodded..then i turned back to her speechless..then jan helped me to explain to her for a few times..finally she got it...and u know what she answered me?? "i dunno..u go see urself...u print out or not, not my problem..i have done my job"..f*ck...what's wrong with her?? as if i have offended her with my innocent question..then i just kept quiet coz nobody gave any response to her answer..until today when i was talking to jan..sumhow we just talked about this incident and jan was actually quite mad at her given answer..what is with her saying "it's not my prob, i have done my job"..if u dun feel mad readin this, try talk to me..i'll demonstrate it to u :p

ok, let's not talk about ms. chem anymore..wanna share something interesting..before chem class, me, leena, zara and others were standing in front of the classroom waiting..when we were talking i suddenly spotted someone who looked like prefect guy...gosh...immediately i flushed..haha..dun ask me why...i could feel the heat on my face..gosh...i din tell anyone but zara noticed that..she asked, "what happen to u?? face so red"...i was like..haha..i think i saw the guy i had a crush on...then leena said the same thing too, "why ur face so red"..haha..btw, it wasnt him..relieved!!!!! haha...isnt my "nommal" reaction is a bit "abnormal"..haha..can u imagine someone's face is flushed when she sees someone she has a crush on??..haha..isnt that weird?? haha..

k la..better stop now..bye...

hmm...

2006-01-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

time : 9.37pm
now listening : isabel-il divo

just thought of sharing this priceless pic i found yesterday :p

arent they adorable??? that's just so sweet of them :) no time to write now..havent do my homework yet..so bye :p

headache...

2006-01-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

time : 3.22pm
now listening : our God is an awesome God

headache man..it took me so long to get those me to u bear's pics done...oh yes, i decided to have a bew blog since the one in myspace cant do much things..so, i'm back to blogger but i changed my url as u can see...

went to church yesterday..nothing much happened..the message was great as usual..then we had a short caregroup :p haha..then we came home..seriously i dunno what else to write...i think i better go now..see ya...